Former cop. Just telling the truth here - the good cops who went into the force to help? They don't last long. Joined at 21, wanted to make a good difference. Lived in a town less than 15k people. Mostly domestic disturbance calls, missing pets + kids, wellness checks, so I thought. Peaceful town means you're doing a good job? Nope. If you dont catch criminals you're lazy. Get reamed for being soft. Literally tell you to search out criminals not just find them.Teach you to react first bc (cont.)
(Cont) a split second could mean death. Then teach you how to profile but “we dont profile” wink nudge. So you show up see a man bent over a woman when someone calls, says they heard screaming. React. Guy is raping her. Nope. She was having a seizure. He was her helper. Friend of mine attacked him. Easy mistake when they teach you that. Friends quits bc of guilt. Me? Always got reamed bc I didnt give out enough fucking tickets. Fuck that. “Find curfew breakers. Find lapse insurance.” (Cont)
(Cont) I would sit in parking lots running random license plates while all my coworkers ride on people’s asses in the middle of the night to trick them into speeding. Its not about upholding the law and arresting criminal. You’re a fucking snitch, trying to fin ANY lawbreaker bc you can’t be lazy. Then you see some fucked up shit. Little girl goes missing. Find her in a creek, head cracked up on a rock. Animals picked at her for a few days. You get desensitized or you can’t do the job. (Cont)
(Cont) so you get numb to screaming and dead bodies and girls crying about boyfriends raping them or you go nuts. Me I thought well this small town they donr have Real Problems so they make me chase down 15 year olds with a cigarette to hand over tobacco tickets. I won’t do that so the other guys relentlessly bully me for being a pussy lazy PoS. I go to city with real problems. Same damn thing. “Search for criminals! If you dont find enough you’re lazy!” We aren’t sitting around til you (cont)
(Cont) til you break the law we are looking for it even if its dumb shit. And then you go someplace big and tell you to look for suspicious things. Blackddues in nice suits are pimps. Black dudes in nice cars are dealers. Black women are crazy and best their boyfriends. Latina lie about being raped to get revenge. That’s just how it is. So you say hell no. They eat you alive. If you need therapy you’re a pussy. Hostage situation, black dude with knife holding a woman. I talk him down. (Cont)
(Cont) Guy gets arrested. I get pulled into the office and yelled at for NOT shooting him. Saved his life and hers and I got in trouble. Had to file paperwork. Didnt make any friends because they ront trust me. Cops will do drugs on weekends then arrest people for doing the same so they get their “quota” (which wink nudge dont exist). If a cop does something bad and you do the right thing and “rat him out” they will harass you. Found myself relocated when I testified against another cop. (Cont)
(Cont) Go to a different place. Same fucking shit. Cops get paid shit, taught to react first based on assumption, taught to specifically assume racist shit, taught to go OUT of their way to FIND shit, get thrown into an atmosphere of bullying if you dont comply, then get desensitized to shit. If you’re a good cop, You won’t make it , bc you can’t come out of that shit safe. I quit before I was forty. I’m fifty now and work in a mine. Fuck cops.
Ps - former cop - using my niece’s tumblr bc she showed me this, which is why I’m using anonymous. Not trying to harass anybody.
Copying anon’s follow up messages above to have the whole story in one place.
Thank you for sharing your experience, anon, and for confirming it – there are no good cops because good people who become cops either don’t stay cops or don’t stay good people. There’s no other option.
You want to say I am Kanein to try and make yourself look better, that is funny because the last time I checked I was called Luke and I am pangender and 23 in the United Kingdom.
I am pangender thank you for calling me her and she considering you decided to make a huge fuss over being mislabeled. Let me correct you even more since you have replied to suit your own needs.
: don’t get to argue over a definition as a shoddy distraction.:
I asked what you accuse Kanein of because you posted “it turns out” as though Kanein was some nefarious deviant hiding things and doing something illegal when she had said she use Osprey the whole time. So it looked to me like you were trying to say Kanein was hiding and still is hiding the fact she used an extension so she could use ugly adventure. Which is an outright lie as she was very open about using Osprey for ugly adventure. You are the one who took it out of proportions and tried to make it sound this way and then tried to weasel out of your mistake when you got called out on the fact Kanein never once deny that she used ugly adventure via osprey. You, however, went on a large outrageous posting for an hour of multiple things in response to something so simple and kind of proves what the other person said about you.
I simply pointed out that Kanein used osprey for ugly adventure And has never hidden that fact. You are the one who decided to blow up on me as such.
Gela Claims: Jan 9th: Cat owner puts the cat down
However User posted in the original discord that they were having to put their cat down in September due to cancer After Aywas deletes the original discord and makes a more official one User post about having to put the cat down in December before Christmas due to cancer Private discord group User post about the cat was put down yet again for cancer in January So which is it now?
Gela claims: Jan 9th: Kanein deletes the entire chat and blocks everyone
However Kanein deactivates her account to take the break Did not block anyone
Gela Claims: Jan 13th-29th: -Kanein is missing for 10 days
However
Kanein was not missing and was on discord after the 2-day break and even explain once the group finally got around to re-added her that discord glitched and erased her contact list and all 5 discord servers she was apart of and had to wait to be re-added to each one. She could not get a hold of anyone because of the discord prevention system in place. Disable discord should only put the account in hibernation but it deleted things as though the account was permanently erased instead.
Kanein had posted 5 different times that discord rule prevented contact without being on the server or being a contact on the list. As everyone knows discord has a rule that unless you share a server or contact a user if you message the person it gives an automatic message that is generic and default. You receive this message :
Clyde bot: Your message could not be delivered because you don’t share a server with the recipient or you disabled direct messages on your shared server, the recipient is only accepting direct messages from friends, or you were blocked by the recipient.
Kanein Mention the fact she was not in server had no contacts and was left with no way to message anyone via discord due to the settings discord has as default.
Gela claims: Jan 13th-29th: -She wants everyone to leave her alone -Mods restrict her to her rant channel and also block her channel from access outside of mods in compliance -she blocks everyone
However -Kanein posted she wanted the people who were Direct messaging her and harassing her to leave her alone as such Not the group members. -Kanein Posts the full-screen messages Sent to her in Her Group channel to Show the IDs and hateful messages she had received -Kanein was kicked out of the server Shortly after uploading the images to her channel of the Harassment and IDs she had to deal with. Unknown if the group even bother to read them or just outright deleted everything or if the post had time to even upload all 27 images - Again Is accuse of blocking others but again Discord rules can not message anyone without a shared server or as a contact
Gela claims: January 30th: -she finally contacts me on a fake Tumblr account -I offer friendship if she’s willing to get therapy -she takes no well and copies an ‘evidence’ folder then I copy myself in google drive so she can’t delete and edit it -evidence folder is compiled of ‘discord’ chats with blacked-out names that type like she types on her twitter -which is, surprisingly, not heftily misspelled just she does on aywas members -she deactivates this random Tumblr she made after I tell her no
However Kanein contacted Gela on Her Only Tumblr account and Gela responds to it and Blocks kanein contact on Tumblr before Kanein could reply So Kanein created a temporary Tumblr account to reply to Gela. Gela’s requirement for her so-called friendship is that Kanein gets on disability and goes on a 2-hour long drive every single week to a therapist who is only covered 20%-50% by any program that is currently available meaning Kanein would have to cover 50%-80% of it. Kanein has a free online therapy that can be called instead and has used for 4 calls already which are only 30 minutes once a week Gela claims that it is not working and that kanein Has to Pay for the expensive one that she can never afford. Gela requires kanein to go on disability while knowing full well Kanein has fought for nearly 16 years with the broken system that denies disability on outlandish and idiotic reasons and has even revoked her snaps food program for considering ABAWD, although she has MS and has and submitted the medical records to prove it. Kanein had received an Email with blacked-out discord conversations and a big email from an unknown user Sends it to Gela and immediately deletes the temporary Tumblr account before a reply could be giving because she refuses to jump threw impossible requirement hoops to talk to a person who purposely talked about someone kanein cares for dyeing and leaving kanein alone in the world to fend for herself.
Gela claims Feb 1st - 17th: -she messages some of the more kind members that didn’t flat shut her down Feb 17th: -she posts the reply to the wolf post on aywas confessions Feb 17th-21st: -she has tried to get the kind outliers involved with harassing me, but they have been kept in the loop Feb 21st-23rd: -she vague the post and goes to kind people to convince them I’m trying to doxx her
However Kanein talked to 1 single person only in that time period Kanein had deleted Tumblr and has no access to the aywas community to post or read anything until a group of us saw you claiming she was doing things she didn’t. Kanein never asked anyone to harass Gela or even care about gela,she had completely forgotten and moved on she was however having a great time with us and put aywas an the situation behind her fully , She actually told the 1 single person she was Done with it and was going to forget Gela even existed and didn’t care one single bit anymore about Gela or anyone else involved with the cruel harassment on discord And deleted her Discord that was linked to aywas To prevent future contact from anyone from that group attacking her and from the mentally unstable Gela and created a new private discord ID and added us 5 to the server and we have not talked about aywas or cared about the lies being told about her and have had a great and wonderful time.
Gela claims: Feb 25th: -I call the cops in her area to ask them to stop her from harassing me and also do a welfare check. -On the same day, she sends me a letter asking me to return some items to someone else, with the shredded up art I made her. this feels like a threat. (postmarked envelope)
However
Kanein is actually done with Gela and returns everything received and laughed at the “it feels like a threat” Because the return package was to prove Kanein was done with Gela and simple as that.
Kanein took the package to the post office on February 2nd after Gela decided to trigger on purpose a paranoid anxiety attack by talking about Kanein’s housemate dyeing and leaving Kanein alone. Not sure what Cops because Kanein is safe from harassment and was not contacted by anyone. - the post office packaged the items for Kanein as she requires an envelope to return items, she can not control how they ship things out. - Kanein did not have the money to spare but choose to send the pens back anyways because Gela accused her of being a Leech and taking things away from others how are also struggling is not something Kanein accepts, Gela also accuse Kanein of wanting a more expensive black pen that was 1$ on eBay, over the color pink and blue pens that were 10$ on amazon and finding out they were so expensive returned them out of guilt. Kanein also left 3$ for the post office to put in and be for the use as a return of the item so that it was covered to return to whoever had bought it for Kanein so they could get a refund from amazon. - The Amazon paperwork was return as it was received and Kanein shared the fact that the company who mailed it cut the paper into 3 pieces for some reason and even shared a picture of one part of the receipt on the group chat when the pens arrived and asked why did they ship it in 3 pieces as it seems silly. - Again it was actually taking to the post office shortly after Kanein deleted her Tumblr because she was tired of dealing with Gela’s abusive behavior. - Actually, Kanein had her Housemate write things for her in ink because she wanted it to be legible
Gela claims She deleted her twitter after I called her out on her typing quirk too. Kind of hilarious. Took screenshots of the Google search result, Twitter being gone, and then went to Google’s user cache services and downloaded the whole twitter as an HTML if she tries to use the fact “she never had a Twitter” against me. Dude. It’s still on Google search results.
However Kanein never said she did not have twitter. All you have to do is look at the very last time she posted to disprove Gela saying she deleted it recently when it shows she deleted it much longer ago.
Because unlike you I actually do talk to Kanein and I have told her and showed her the Tumblr today on march 2nd and She laughs at the length you went to try and claim I was her and has said counter the over-exaggerated information and the false ones.
The group of us have seen the discord messages that other aywas members sent her That show their IDs and their messages, the ones your group ignored or did not bother to even read or see, She actually forgot everyone from that group and moved on already but I felt she deserved to know that someone is making outlandish complaints against her and she has no idea people are still trying to ostracized and defame her. And with her, she will forget in a few short days and continue having a wonderful fun time with her true friends.
All she honestly had to say about you is: Good riddance, Glad that person is finally going to leave me alone it has been nearly two months already has she not got better things to do then try and pretend that I want anything to do with her I deleted my Tumblr month ago because I put gela out of my life permanently guess they want to cry and be upset still that I refuse to talk to them anymore but I am not sure what is worse being accused of that horrible wolf poem or the fact Gela believes I would write such a tacky and un-creative poem I feel bad I did not see that someone posted a wolf poem and If I had I would have replied to it, but with a real poem reply because anyone who knows me knows i send out a beautiful wolf poem for valentines day and I would have more taste and creativity then who ever tried to make it appear as though I replied to the poem.
The End of this segment of aywas drama We request you stop your garish harassment an defamatory remarks Leave all of us involve alone and We will in return do the same. Respectfully and Sincerely
Kanein’s true friends
Looks like Kanein found some new suckers. Sorry to the previous ones, ya’ll didn’t deserve that.
If you think like that, please don’t ever have children.
Listen, my parents installed a lock on my door so I could lock everyone out of my room if I wanted to at sometime around 8 years old. They had a key of course for safety but they’ve never had to use it and they’ve never used it when they didn’t have to.
I was allowed full access to any books, movies, and internet I wanted fully informed about our family beliefs and practices but I was given no supervision once I reached about 13 because my parents trusted me to stick to the rules or not as I felt and come to them if there was anything that I had questions about.
As long as I said where I was going, who I was with, and when I was going to be back and then phone if anything changed I was allowed to do pretty much as I pleased from 13 onward.
I moved back in with my parents after university and the first conversation we had was my dad telling me that if I felt like they were treating me like a child to please tell them because they had no intention of doing so.
I still live with them and I’m comfortable here as an adult. When I eventually move out again, which I feel no rush to do because I feel respected and given more than enough elbow room, I will probably talk to them often if not everyday. Because they’ve always respected my privacy and my autonomy both physically and emotionally. If you want an independent and fictional child trusting them and giving them their space will do you many more favours than not.
meanwhile, my parents…
password protected my computer so i had to get permission every time i wanted to use it
put a passcode lock on our pantry so we couldn’t eat without permission
regularly checked our internet browsing history
shut off the internet at regular intervals, including when i needed it for university homework
did monthly checks of our bank statements and would confiscate money if they didn’t approve of our activities
in response, i went behind their backs and opened a new bank account, got a secret job, bought my own groceries, and used the wifi from the school across the street. they didn’t succeed in disciplining me. all they did was force me to distance myself from them.
your children are not your property. they are human beings, and they deserve basic human rights.
Anonymous
